There’s this weird thing that’s happening inside me, and I don’t quite know how to explain it. It’s a want for something very specific, but I don’t know what to call it…I want to say a simpler life, but that’s not it. I know because I still have the same dreams and ambitions. A peaceful life is close, but I don’t fear those chaotic and busy days either.
It sits somewhere between over exposed and off the grid, busy and idle, chaotic and calm.
My mind wants to call it balance, but my heart says its deeper than that. I’m not sure what to call it but it’s something so tangible to me. A way of living that would just make it all click.
And I don’t know how to describe it, what to call it, or even how to get there. I can only see it and feel it.
Truly frustrating.
But I know I can do it.
